This channel is abandoned. Back when this channel was active, I was a toxic, immature, idiotic, cringey, creepy, unlikable, unhinged scumbag. From the very first time I ever posted content online, to the very last time, I was a complete fuck-up who had no idea how to behave, on or offline. It's a very long story that plenty of others have talked about, but long story short, I was a bad person: emotionally unstable, socially inept, disrespectful, depraved, desperate for validation despite being impossible to validate, and desperate to be taken seriously as an artist despite being impossible to take seriously as a person. There is literally nothing about my past behavior, my past content, or my past identity that I like or feel anything other than shame for. Offline, I am slowly but surely becoming someone I'm not ashamed of, which never would've happened if I stayed online, where I hope to never be seen or heard from ever again after this description. I do not belong in the public eye.